没用的我useless

21 november 2009, 3.15am, midnight

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last night i'm very happy...
i finally found her facebook..
in waiting progress...
keep thinking about her..

finally
2am something she accept me..
once i open her profile..
suddenly having a shock..
dint expect that she is out of my imagine.....[oh my god, am i dreaming...]

from her picture,
feel that i'm very useless,
she is good in everything,
education,sport,social,
everything is better then me...
i just a minor for her...

[癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉，
明威你不配...
好失败，好没用，好不之廉耻]

but,
i wont hesitate no more, no more

09 november *wave*

monday, hate monday alot......
because every morning have 8am class,
still wake up.
scare no attendance..
early in morning........
moody..
want sleep..zzZZ
walking alone to clcr...

suddenly....
she walk the opposite way.....and we face each other..[o.O liu jing friend woh..!!]
she smile at me.....!!!! and wave her hand
suddenly....
dont know how to respond...
smile back to her and wave back[dong dong dong dong]
and we cross by
heart beat so fast......[dong dong dong dong]